I’ve reached a certain weight that im very, very terrified of. A weight thats considered healthy. I’ve been having the urges to cut lately, and i dont want to give in. I’ve been obsessing over how i want to loose weight again. I dont feel good about myself, AT ALL. I’ve been purging more too.
(my personal tumblr is maiidofhorror.tumblr.com)
my name is Pippin, and I’ve been recovered from binge eating disorder for 2 years now. I used to do it, well, for the opposite reason, I wanted to gain weight, and I couldn’t. Now I need to remember when to eat, because my appetite’s messed up, but I’m so much happier that I don’t have the compulsive need to eat everything, next I gotta tackle my pica, but one step at a time. I can’t thank my friends enough for being here, I really can’t.
I just noticed that you reblogged one of my photos from my series of ‘Love Your Shape’ sticky notes. This blog is amazing! The whole Love Your Shape Post-It project was something my theatre troupe did on my university campus. People responded so positively! (except maybe the janitors)
Anyway, last year we put on a musical play about body image and eating disorders. Here is a preview for it (I’m the one with long, blonde hair):
I just want everyone to know that you are never alone in feeling pressure about the way you look and there is always help out there. Don’t give up and don’t give into what everyone says you “should” be. You are you, and you are beautiful!
submitted by: http://wewerehumans.tumblr.com/
im adding you guys on my lists of blogs to follow :D
dont let yourself feel triggered by others. this is your life. this is your recovery. think of how far you’ve come, why turn back now? theres so much more to live for outside of what ED has to offer. keep thinking of what you’ve gained through your recovery and what you’ve lost with your eating disorder.
stay strong <3